Her roar left me raw
As her words waged war
Against the images she imagined, loved then tore
into pieces that crystallized in her core.
Nonetheless she kissed comfort with the lips she wore.
Her self esteem would soon soar
and multiply with every set of eyes her flowering femininity would draw
His ego would knock on an open door
She has seen this before
though it is she that he claims to adore
before spring he will remember that open door
Her self esteem will plummet and crash on the floor
The emotions will gather her broken heart beats and her soul will pour
she slips back into the moment and thinks: don't be such a bore
And now it's nearly spring
She's lost a beautified thing
Her eyes blossom into tears
love has become a painful spear
that settled in the flesh of her soul.
All the world's hype and lustful lies solidify in her hand
And now once more she felt safe behind her shield
Every time I hear her roar
My existence shatters into pieces of her:
Sharp edges of pain
without comfort
A bare bitterness
waiting to be clothed by that...... sweet lovin
Drama dripping from her eyes
That might be why she'd rather have them thinking of her thighs
She always wore a different face
But always wore the same dress
Always sinking into the same space
Sometimes I wish some one would write
across the blue sky
for this lioness
a place that might catch her gentle eyes
YOU ARE YOUR SAFEST SPACE!
NOT THE STARS IN OUTER SPACE!
Tuesday, 25 September 2012
TODAY
Time towers over us
As we interpret this moment to be hours
Minutes molded into a maze
sliced from seconds that become fast cementing pathways
we walk on encircled in bubbles of new born days
mornings mapped with mourning and a couple of sun rays
As curiosity or lack thereof leads us to our inseparable ways
that grow into mushrooming midday's
We merge melody and music into our ancestors yesterday's and buried ways
Well at least till we fumble upon our own way or the prescribed way
Or till lazy afternoon naps give us away
When we dream of that hypnotizing perfume of our full potential
that our daily chores did not care to mention
Perhaps when self pity sets
we will erase regret in sets
And begin to remember the sound spoken by the seed
that silently sprouts into an awesome sight
Between the palms of the earth, beneath a skin as dark as night
it resolves within itself to take the form of light
With all its being it searches for what is warm and bright
With all it's might
And never ceases to seek it even in the cold rain
till it reaches the certainty of the silencing night
What is best to praise
of our encounter with this ever present today?
That throws what we think to be ours
in a dungeon so far away
that nothing remains of it's shadow
other than the mind's futile play
or the heart's abstract contracting pain
Do we praise Today?
How does one explain
That today was made plain
If one cannot comprehend
that today was marvelously made?
As we interpret this moment to be hours
Minutes molded into a maze
sliced from seconds that become fast cementing pathways
we walk on encircled in bubbles of new born days
mornings mapped with mourning and a couple of sun rays
As curiosity or lack thereof leads us to our inseparable ways
that grow into mushrooming midday's
We merge melody and music into our ancestors yesterday's and buried ways
Well at least till we fumble upon our own way or the prescribed way
Or till lazy afternoon naps give us away
When we dream of that hypnotizing perfume of our full potential
that our daily chores did not care to mention
Perhaps when self pity sets
we will erase regret in sets
And begin to remember the sound spoken by the seed
that silently sprouts into an awesome sight
Between the palms of the earth, beneath a skin as dark as night
it resolves within itself to take the form of light
With all its being it searches for what is warm and bright
With all it's might
And never ceases to seek it even in the cold rain
till it reaches the certainty of the silencing night
What is best to praise
of our encounter with this ever present today?
That throws what we think to be ours
in a dungeon so far away
that nothing remains of it's shadow
other than the mind's futile play
or the heart's abstract contracting pain
Do we praise Today?
How does one explain
That today was made plain
If one cannot comprehend
that today was marvelously made?
Tuesday, 31 July 2012
DEF POET'S INK
Def Poet's Ink
Africa fills her beautiful eyes with tears in agony
that has mastered her children and overwhelms her turbulent emotions,
yes she is a Queen for she gave birth to nations of royalty and warriors,
her crown so beautiful a bright light came from it
that blinds the eyes of those who wish to be led by the spiritually dead.
her crown had colorful gems and precious minerals
a masterpiece crafted by mother nature’s green hands
this amongst many wonders made
her planet earth's beauty spot.
I pity her as devilish dictators roamed her kingdom like killer locust
flying over her golden crop that left her children starring
into the face of famine and her five fearsome curses.
The greedy man swallows her multi carrot wealth and
feeds her leaders the apple of poisoned politics,
these leaders married their women to brutality
and clothed them in thick garments of pain.
These leaders stole the wholesome future
from their infants mouths and filled their tiny soft innocent hands
with man's greatest invention
THE MACHINE GUN!
To harden their hearts and ensure that her fertile soil
is washed in their priceless blood!
But still her foot soldiers cannot rub their eyes and clear their vision
blurred by a concoction of pretty propaganda, empty pride, falsehood and toxic morals
this mixture is labeled “to make a civilized citizen with a strong sense of culture”.
These intoxicated soldiers march away from the front line
in the rhythm of late night bashes as they indulged in a bottled joy
these troops will mock a virgin’s flower,
to these troops AIDS is no foe but a legendary myth and death an illusion,
they conscience is no means of staying cool.
By he who holds my breath!
By he who put upon this earth the glorious book
they will meet the hour.
PUNCH your fist in the air!
Speak in colorful tongues!
And lift your courage to the heavens!
FIGHT to free Mama Africa!
Let us FIGHT with our minds, our swords, our hearts and our spears.
For the power of their demise lies in what they wish to destroy.
Fight for a def poet’s ink can bring sight to blind mind
c2005
Sunday, 22 July 2012
DEAR RAMADAN
Dear Ramadan
And at the waiting of your moon
My heedless heart flutters
My emaciated soul yearns
I’ve been a waiting groom for eleven moons
though I have not perfumed my deeds
or cleaned this stench from my mouth
Though I have not dressed the best of dresses
Though I come draped in forgetfulness
I know that the light of your beauty
need only shine on my face
and any eye that falls upon it
will not blink.
Though my pockets are empty
and I bring no dowry
I know that my days with you
are filled with golden treasures
that no mind can imagine.
The thought of your face
has frozen the words in my pen
But it is in your presence
that a pearl was sent
Who’s beauty no poet will ever know
The marvelous Quran
The words that I hear
but I am too deaf to listen too
The words that I look at
but too blind to see
the words that I recite
and yet to dumb to read
What a saddening waste
For surely than this
There is no greater disgrace
So with the light of your beauty
cover my face
With your overflowing mercy
drown my faults
with the sacredness of your presence
transmute my base metal into gold!
Little do I know
That when words of the Quran flow
through the furrows of the soul
with a melody sweet and slow
Hidden surfaces of the spirit become known
A sacred softness starts to grow
A distant moon begins to glow
A seed of wholeness is sowed
beneath the soul’s scent full soil
that silently germinates
into fragrant sounds
melodies that marinate
the heart in the pulse of life
and enshroud that life with the Love of God
with waters of remembrance that awaken the soul
Till everything perishes into the Truth of Truth
Till the essence is drenched =in Truth
And yet when your moon dies
your gift to this follower of Muhammad (peace be upon his Excellency)
The helper of truth by the truth
is cremated in the forgetful flame
of crippling passions.
Dear Ramadan
return my thoughts to Purity
Summon my feet to the ocean of Mercy
Moisten my lips with the utterance of His Glory
immerse my skin in the waters of your beauty
fill my forgetful corpse with the essence of worship
envelope my being in submission to my Lord
annihilate my procrastination in steadfastness
perfume my actions with the scent of Muhammad
the fragrance of all existence (peace be upon his Excellency)
draw me closer to the Treasure of all treasures
starve my ego without end
And cement my inner state
in increasing goodness
And through the station of His beloved slave and
messenger (peace be upon his Excellency)
of His complete message
May your Lord grant me my wish!
Thursday, 5 July 2012
IMAAM TIJANI CISSE
Your poetry thunders inside me
I sit bewildered by bolts of beauty
As I capture captions of your light I see right through me
Celestial clamoring that never ceases
As pleasant as a refreshing breeze is
A rumbling roar that proclaims who The Real is
Forgetfulness
washes away in this soothing stream of reforming remembrance
No pen can speak of your brilliance
No tongue bears the eloquence of your excellence
No master can rival your presence
No wayfarer can reach the essence of your essence
No flower carries nectar more pure than your heart's fragrance
O Shykh Tijani Ibn Aliyou Cisse!
May Allah sanctify your secret and wash our hearts
with waters from the well of your perfected be-ing
so that we may soar in our soul journ.
O Master
How marvelously the light
Of Muhammed (may peace be upon him) Allah's beloved shines
On your face, your hands and feet
Like the light of a full moon kissing the surface of a still lake
A sweet sight indeed for my bland soul to take.
O Master
Your cloud of God Consciousness constantly pours
With rain drops of Allah's remembrance
That causes my heart to germinate with love for Allah in abundance
O Master
Your electric emulation of the inheritors of the Final Prophet Muhammad (may peace be upon him)
Sinks my soul in depths of contemplation
Of the cosmic character that perfection envies.
You are the heart with which my love for Allah
Is felt with a ferocious fever
it is by your hand I pledge alliance
To tread upon the purified and perfected path paved
By Allah's beloved Prophet! (may peace be upon him)
You are the precious velvet red
that curtains a concealed conundrum
You are the effulgent emerald emanating exquisite divine delicacies
That saturate the seeker's heart with everything that was hoped for and galaxies more
Shykh Tijani
It is of Allah that you remind me
In this, the sight of you suffices me.
Beloved Master
You have inherited every molecule of the Prophet (May peace be upon him)
We obtest that you raise us to the pedigree of his purified companions.
Beloved Master
You have absorbed the magnumus means
From the saint that stands alone
A Formula that propels the seeker at the speed of sincerity
Dissolve our ego's in your crystal clear aspiration!
O beloved Master
You are the Fluorescent Firmament
Flowing from Floods of phenomenal Stature
That trebled the taste of the souls rooted in rapture
And baptized the heart of the seekers in a state light years
Ahead of those that forgetfulness has put to sleep
I sit bewildered by bolts of beauty
As I capture captions of your light I see right through me
Celestial clamoring that never ceases
As pleasant as a refreshing breeze is
A rumbling roar that proclaims who The Real is
Forgetfulness
washes away in this soothing stream of reforming remembrance
No pen can speak of your brilliance
No tongue bears the eloquence of your excellence
No master can rival your presence
No wayfarer can reach the essence of your essence
No flower carries nectar more pure than your heart's fragrance
O Shykh Tijani Ibn Aliyou Cisse!
May Allah sanctify your secret and wash our hearts
with waters from the well of your perfected be-ing
so that we may soar in our soul journ.
O Master
How marvelously the light
Of Muhammed (may peace be upon him) Allah's beloved shines
On your face, your hands and feet
Like the light of a full moon kissing the surface of a still lake
A sweet sight indeed for my bland soul to take.
O Master
Your cloud of God Consciousness constantly pours
With rain drops of Allah's remembrance
That causes my heart to germinate with love for Allah in abundance
O Master
Your electric emulation of the inheritors of the Final Prophet Muhammad (may peace be upon him)
Sinks my soul in depths of contemplation
Of the cosmic character that perfection envies.
You are the heart with which my love for Allah
Is felt with a ferocious fever
it is by your hand I pledge alliance
To tread upon the purified and perfected path paved
By Allah's beloved Prophet! (may peace be upon him)
You are the precious velvet red
that curtains a concealed conundrum
You are the effulgent emerald emanating exquisite divine delicacies
That saturate the seeker's heart with everything that was hoped for and galaxies more
Shykh Tijani
It is of Allah that you remind me
In this, the sight of you suffices me.
Beloved Master
You have inherited every molecule of the Prophet (May peace be upon him)
We obtest that you raise us to the pedigree of his purified companions.
Beloved Master
You have absorbed the magnumus means
From the saint that stands alone
A Formula that propels the seeker at the speed of sincerity
Dissolve our ego's in your crystal clear aspiration!
O beloved Master
You are the Fluorescent Firmament
Flowing from Floods of phenomenal Stature
That trebled the taste of the souls rooted in rapture
And baptized the heart of the seekers in a state light years
Ahead of those that forgetfulness has put to sleep
Friday, 29 June 2012
DROWN THAT FROWN
Smile life means no harm
Smile and express your charm
Wear hope for a crown
Make the world your farm
Plough in it the dreams treasured in your heart’s palm
But carry a basket to harvest life’s seasonal lessons on the other arm
Least ignorance overwhelms you like a deadly swarm
Amass your good to a healthy sum
Pile your bad on a dwindling lump
Take hold of your temperament and disarm
And give your heart a raised thumb
Let the dancing seasons be a colourful alarm
Of time’s promise to return you to where you’re from
As he did so punctually to what has come and gone
For he asks you not if you’re weak or strong
Know that it is the present that must now be worn
All past moments must be ritually torn
And piercing pains in times bottomless well thrown
A hopeful appetite for tomorrow must now be shown
Listen attentively as the wise man plays his drum
For his melody hath over many fools shone
And did away with misconceptions that their thoughts sat upon
And deemed lost battles, wars newly won
Smile at the beauty of nature to which your soul is drawn
Smile at the magical rhythm that grows on poetry’s lawn
Smile and drown that frown
Smile even if it’s not for long
Smile and joy will sing you a happy song.
Thursday, 28 June 2012
BURST
Burst
Under the spell of words
Silence is now an undone curse
These bubbling blessings burst
Into Vivid Verse.
With a purpose
Too pure to put in a purse.
A flow of fission felt as expressions disburse
A garden that inspiration will forever nurse
Passionate forms that live a life without rehearse
And yet beauty intensifies the heart's thirst
every sip taken by the soul is as lethal as the first
The elements twirl into a tantalizing twist
The pen glides on regardless of the persisting pain that pesters the broken wrist
These finger tips stare without blinking at the struggle between emotion and expression
That give heart held turbulence to this script
This hand soaks the souls that are life light and souls that darkness bit
To show the depth of perpetual desire in doom-ful pit
To show the pearls and thrones of praise on which love moist tongues sit.
The romance and tragedy that the poet's pen hath writ.
Now dear tell me do you care to come with?
On this journey in which the I in you is unearthed
The relentless return
By the light of a beautiful lantern
Whose truth only the heart can discern
To a Unity most certain
So that we can see past this playful pattern
And break free from opulent oblivion.
Under the spell of words
Silence is now an undone curse
These bubbling blessings burst
Into Vivid Verse.
With a purpose
Too pure to put in a purse.
A flow of fission felt as expressions disburse
A garden that inspiration will forever nurse
Passionate forms that live a life without rehearse
And yet beauty intensifies the heart's thirst
every sip taken by the soul is as lethal as the first
The elements twirl into a tantalizing twist
The pen glides on regardless of the persisting pain that pesters the broken wrist
These finger tips stare without blinking at the struggle between emotion and expression
That give heart held turbulence to this script
This hand soaks the souls that are life light and souls that darkness bit
To show the depth of perpetual desire in doom-ful pit
To show the pearls and thrones of praise on which love moist tongues sit.
The romance and tragedy that the poet's pen hath writ.
Now dear tell me do you care to come with?
On this journey in which the I in you is unearthed
The relentless return
By the light of a beautiful lantern
Whose truth only the heart can discern
To a Unity most certain
So that we can see past this playful pattern
And break free from opulent oblivion.
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